Showing posts with label fifth house north node. Show all posts
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Sixth House North Node--Twelfth House South Node

This individual spends most of his time in deep thought. He likes to be left alone so that uninterrupted by others he can let his inner reflections sift through the karmic memories of all his past incarnations. This is not to say that he doesn't like company, or that hes even aware of what hes doing. The fact is that he goes so deep as to become totally oblivious to anything he's thinking about. He loses himself in himself.


Always the conscious reason for going inward is based on logical intention, but the individual tends to reach the point where all logical eludes him. The Neptunian subtlety of the depths he reaches remains a mystery to even him!

One of his greatest problems is that while he stats inside himself he is preventing others from stabilizing his mental journeys. As a result, he accumulates enormous past life fears, having no idea whether they are real or imagined or just a compressed collection of the mental scenery on his inward journey.


Still the basis of his outward life is built on fear and imagination, and regardless of how strong the rest of the chart is, he keeps having moments of not being able to find confidence in himself. He is a lot like the turtle constantly peeking out of shell. People close to him see his life as a tendency to avoid all that seems real

He spends most of his time watching others from behind a see-through mirror. Ultimately he comes to believe that the rest of the world is viewing him with the same scrutiny. There is a latent paranoia built into this Nodal position.

In areas of work he is an unusually poor organizer leaving many scattered ends behind him and always feeling that there are not enough hours in the day to complete his chores. His problem is that he doesn't know how to budget his time, and as a result he is constantly trying to catch up to the present.


Much like the rabbit with the clock in Alice in Wonderland he keeps throwing himself into the position of having to rush to avoid being late.

Part of his life will at one time be involved with hospitals institutions or organizations which demand him to structure his ways. He needs this in order to come of of his inner self

The big karmic lesson is for him to learn responsibility instead of feeling sorry or all the woes that seems to beset him. More than any other house in the zodiac, he cries at the slightest hurt either real or imagined. Sometimes the crying is inward, but always it is there for on the very deepest levels he feels the love that he has to give does unnoticed and unappreciated. Because he thinks this way, he becomes his own creator of gloom; an woe to the person who tries to pull him out for then he will have a receptive ear for all the past life hurts, fears and worries he has not yer even verbalized!

Underneath all else, he is a bottomless well of fretting, with not enough deep faith in the positive outcome of events. He must work in building trust so that he can have strength to come out of his shell. Once he does, he is one of the most compassionate beautiful and useful people in the zodiac.

His sixth house North Node gives him great pleasure in helping others, but he cannot do this well until he realizes and accepts the fact that in this incarnation he has chosen a life of sacrifice.

He must learn how to organize his thoughts his work and his diet, for he is a natural born healer, capable of defying the limit of practical medicine with his own more mystical methods of curing. But a talent is not a talent until it is developed, and an individual is no more than he thinks he is. Ultimately he will come to learn that his greatest gift is faith. But he will work long and hard to reach that awareness.

Part of the current life will be spent nursing or coping with physical or mental illness, Either in himself or others close to him. His major growth occurs when he realizes that all illness is no more than disharmony in thought something inside himself is constantly trying to tell him this, and he must learn not to allow his past life fears to block what is now being opened for him.

Many with theses Nodes go through experiences of illnesses that miraculously disappear to the amazement of medical doctors, dentists and other professional practitioners. The karmic lesson here is to learn the higher reason why, for as soon as understanding is reached, the new born faith starts to heal. Once he comes aware of the power of his faith, he becomes a veritable dynamo.

As he builds in more positive thought currents, he automatically learns not to criticize others for the lack of perfection he sees in them.

His outlook on life remains clinical scrutinizing and diagnosing all he comes in contact with.

Of all the Nodal positions, this is the most difficult to open up to past incarnations. The twelfth house South Node has completed karmic path, the details of which are to remain forever sealed in past times, even tho the subtle Akashic essence still remains.

Lifetimes of escaping inner torment have been completed. The individual must come to realize that most of his inner negativity is not related to the current life but only exists through his continuing to think along a track which has already ended.

He still has inner feelings of being persecuted which he must learn to bury once and for all for the more he allows himself to dwell in such thoughts, the more he will inadvertently recreate such circumstances.

He should learn to realize the past for exactly what it is: no more than a memory, and more real than a photograph in his mind, which he now has the free choice of holding on to for the sake of its misery or discarding so that he may step out into a productive new world.

Once he can put his entire state of consciousness into a positive and productive outlook on life, he will be able to chart experiencing new meaning in his existence.

The sign which contains the South Node shows the ways in which the individual blocks his current life advancement by withdrawing into karma is already has completed. The sign which contains the North Node indicates the ways he can now develop a fruitful life through service.

Fifth House North Node--Eleventh House South Node

Here the individual is learning about the Creative Process. He spends much time in the clouds, hitching his wagon to some distant dream or pondering through his vast multitude of fantastic ideas. In past incarnations he lived for the fulfillment of his wishes. Now his gossamer world of wispy dreams is so ornamented with the accumulated fragrance of promise that it takes a great deal of realistic prodding to shake him loose.

From a young age he has learned to become a "people-watcher", spending most of his conscious hours pondering the possibilities of other people's actions. As a result of prior lives, he has learned to become highly imaginative and inventive; at times he is even ingenuous, but he is too used to spending most of his mental powers working out the intricate plots of his fantastic daydreams.

He never ceases to amaze himself at the oddities he can conjure up within his own mind, but for all his ingenuity he is one of the least practical people of the zodiac. He is always deeply enmeshed in thought. What he is really doing is seeking symbols which will provide new material for future dreams.

His karma is to learn the importance of dreams, inasmuch as how they explain his life. Ultimately he comes to realise that his entire existence has consisted of acting out his dreams, to the point that he has become the puppet of his own fantasies.

When he does come down to earth his first instinct is to reach for friends who in either appearance or behavior remind him of the characters of his wispy fantasy land.

His mind is constantly drifting off into the distant future, and there, in the science fiction of a century as yet unlived, he indulges himself in the intriguing fascination of the remotest possibilities which would otherwise have little or no bearing on his current life. Still he likes to ponder.

He thinks much about the value of his work as well as of the effects of his childhood, both of which he blames for his difficult in coping with his sex urges.

The truth is that neither his work nor his parents nor even his sex urges truly bother him, But instead his frustration arises from the gap he sees between the reality of his past-life dream world and the sharp awakening circumstances through whose boundaries and limitations his current life is actually lived.

He finds it difficult to understand why there is a barrier between dreams and actions and as a result he spends much effort trying to break through the walls of limitation that separate tone world from the other.

But all the while he is dissipating his strength and the more he does this, the less he is able to create his own life.

He must realize that through his fifth house North Node he is now given the greatest gift that man can receive- the power to create his own destiny. By studying the process of creation, he can become aware that it is his own thoughts that have caused all the circumstances that he dreams real in his life. He must then go further to understand the link between his thought and his dreams, for it truly it is his life of dreams that in greater measure than he thinks is creating his life on earth.

He must learn to be responsible about his dreams and careful of what he wishes for for since he, more than one with any other nodal position in the zodiac, will actually see his dreams materialize. But always the physical effect of each dream comes with a slight twist; enough to make him aware of the danger of creating selfishly.

This individual will have to live his dreams long after he remembers the reasons for them. It is a strong part of his continuing karma to understand "wish power," and how better can he understand it than bu living throogh the consequences of all his wishes.

Thus, his life is both a blessing and a curse for each time he rubs Aladdin's lamp his soul will either move higher on the wings of spirit or sink miserably in the depths of his own private hell.

He is learning that the dream of his of his eleventh house South Node are under the ruler ship of Aquarius where they must be dedicated towards a service for humanity and that the more he wishes for others the more he will ultimately have for himself. But when he reverses this process his life becomes a veritable shambles.

If he chooses to create for himself, he faces the unfortunate results of misusing a sacred gift for his dreams ultimately will become so jaded as to be utterly worthless insofar as they are able to bring him happiness.

Unless these nodes fall in water and earth signs they can cause difficulty in relationships and marriage due to so much past life residue of non attachment.

Major turning points in the current life revolve around children, through whose eyes the individual comes to understand hiw own sense of self-worth. He observes how children put their dreams into action and soon comes to realize that instead of making his dreams the plans for his future he actually has been allowing them to block every present moment. Once he sees his dreams as well a twith no bottom, he is able to let go of the castles in the sky and focus his attention on whatever he is creating in the present.

To do this he even reaches the point of becoming aware of ho he allows his great need for friendships to dissipate his creative energies,.

More than anything else he desires to be a doer, but it is only after he gives up every personal dream that he can become strong enough to take the building blocks of his life and put them together. He must literally take the bull bu the horns insted of allowing himself to be led through the gossamer Cinderella world his soul remembers.

To accomplish this he would do well to spend much of his time learning self-discipline for only through the ability to guide himself will he ultimately be able to surface from the deep water in which for lifetimes he has submerged his hopes and dreams.


The sign which contains the South Node shows the ways in which past life dreams continue into this incarnation. The sing which contains the North Node indicates how the individual can constructively apply his dreams to reality through expressing creatively all he feels inside.

Some highly evolved souls with these Nodes have experienced Cosmic Consciousness in a former life. Now through their fifth house North Node they are here to bring this awareness to the children of the earth.

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