In the realm of consciousness, this is the hardest Nodal position to deal with. Here, as a result of many lifetimes, the individual starts to realise his own rigidity. He is aware of his patterns and how much they hurt him; yet he finds them difficult to let go of. In prior lives, he lived in the conscious of a finite universe where all was well structured. Now he is confronted with the realization that truth extends beyond what his finite sense can measure or even perceive.
He is unavoidably confronted with situations circumstances and evens which force him to relinquish his hold on the physical plane. Nevertheless he still tries to live the like salmon--swimming against the current regardless of the direction of natures forces.
He still seeks order. In fact, his need for strict regimentation is so strong that he develops medical troubles in the center of the body from personalizing a stiffness that increases tension on the inner organs. Constantly he suppresses desire for the sake of doing what seems proper for he would like to maintain an image of respectability.
In past incarnations he built his understanding on fact, not hearsay. Now he accepts only what comes from the "highest authority."
He seeks ways to rid himself of the nervous irritability which keeps overcoming him, and yet he puts stipulations on the cure.
He must learn how to immerse himself in the waters of cosmic consciousness and in this baptism of thought he can truly experience a new birth. Before he can do this however, he must first overcome his karmic fear of living in a contaminated world.
He comes into this life believing that the world is filled with danger, and therefore, constantly questions the credentials of the people and conditions he considers allowing in to his life. Everything foreign to the self represents the threat of disease, and it is because of such thinking that from time to time disease actually occurs.
For many with these nodes there is strong residue of sexual problems left over from former incarnations. Either a deprivation of the sexual experience, or a strong determination to avoid emotional hurt through it, leads them to seek a better understanding in the current life. Some are confirmed Puritans, whilst others are capable of being physically responsive and emotionally cold at the same time.
The mind is so analytical that life can easily slip into the manipulation of a chess game. This individual has a sharp eye for detail and never overlooks the obvious. He is an expert at solving puzzles, willing to spend many hours tediously groping for the tiniest answer, But he can get so involved with whatever he is doing that he often loses perspective. His past life discriminating tendencies often lead him now to pick apart what should be left together. Thus, although he is capable of immense clarity of thought, he does not experience complete peace of mind.
Through the Pisces North Node, he must learn Faith. When he stops separating the world into neat little compartments, he will get his first glimpses of universal consciousness. Ultimately he is to achieve the understanding that all is one, and one is all. Before this happens, he must learn how to stop seeing himself as separate from the rest of the world.
He will go through experiences which force him to grow more compassionate.
As he starts to find his well laid plans dissolving into nothing, he begins to see other in a different light. Ultimately he symbolically goes through the pain of the entire universe so that he can strengthen his Divine Love to the point that he absolutely refuses to pass judgment on others.
He makes much progress by acquainting himself with the spiritual way of life. His growth extends as far as his arms can reach. While the arm of the past still clutches at his self imposed restrictions, the arm of his future is grasping for the higher alternative. It is only his failure to let go completely that prevents him from achieving the perfect transition into the full state of higher mind. Yet, he does reach the point that he occasionally sees it.
From time to time his remarkable intuition reveals to him the mysterious essence of life, yet the past incarnation memories of his Virgoan practicality cause doubt at every point. And so, half way between one world and another, these mutable Nodes are in constant state of change.
Arriving at his destination but not sure that he is there, he keeps going back to start his journey again. Each time he reaches one step more into the infinite, where ultimately he will dissolve the shackles of his rigidly formed past and be born again as Pure Spirit.
The house position of the South Node indicates the area in life that is still too rigidly embedded in a personally over structured idea. The house position of the North Node shows how the soul can renounce its grip on all rigid definition of form and structure so that it can be free to swim in the Ocean of God.
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Fifth House North Node--Eleventh House South Node
Here the individual is learning about the Creative Process. He spends much time in the clouds, hitching his wagon to some distant dream or pondering through his vast multitude of fantastic ideas. In past incarnations he lived for the fulfillment of his wishes. Now his gossamer world of wispy dreams is so ornamented with the accumulated fragrance of promise that it takes a great deal of realistic prodding to shake him loose.
From a young age he has learned to become a "people-watcher", spending most of his conscious hours pondering the possibilities of other people's actions. As a result of prior lives, he has learned to become highly imaginative and inventive; at times he is even ingenuous, but he is too used to spending most of his mental powers working out the intricate plots of his fantastic daydreams.
He never ceases to amaze himself at the oddities he can conjure up within his own mind, but for all his ingenuity he is one of the least practical people of the zodiac. He is always deeply enmeshed in thought. What he is really doing is seeking symbols which will provide new material for future dreams.
His karma is to learn the importance of dreams, inasmuch as how they explain his life. Ultimately he comes to realise that his entire existence has consisted of acting out his dreams, to the point that he has become the puppet of his own fantasies.
When he does come down to earth his first instinct is to reach for friends who in either appearance or behavior remind him of the characters of his wispy fantasy land.
His mind is constantly drifting off into the distant future, and there, in the science fiction of a century as yet unlived, he indulges himself in the intriguing fascination of the remotest possibilities which would otherwise have little or no bearing on his current life. Still he likes to ponder.
He thinks much about the value of his work as well as of the effects of his childhood, both of which he blames for his difficult in coping with his sex urges.
The truth is that neither his work nor his parents nor even his sex urges truly bother him, But instead his frustration arises from the gap he sees between the reality of his past-life dream world and the sharp awakening circumstances through whose boundaries and limitations his current life is actually lived.
He finds it difficult to understand why there is a barrier between dreams and actions and as a result he spends much effort trying to break through the walls of limitation that separate tone world from the other.
But all the while he is dissipating his strength and the more he does this, the less he is able to create his own life.
He must realize that through his fifth house North Node he is now given the greatest gift that man can receive- the power to create his own destiny. By studying the process of creation, he can become aware that it is his own thoughts that have caused all the circumstances that he dreams real in his life. He must then go further to understand the link between his thought and his dreams, for it truly it is his life of dreams that in greater measure than he thinks is creating his life on earth.
He must learn to be responsible about his dreams and careful of what he wishes for for since he, more than one with any other nodal position in the zodiac, will actually see his dreams materialize. But always the physical effect of each dream comes with a slight twist; enough to make him aware of the danger of creating selfishly.
This individual will have to live his dreams long after he remembers the reasons for them. It is a strong part of his continuing karma to understand "wish power," and how better can he understand it than bu living throogh the consequences of all his wishes.
Thus, his life is both a blessing and a curse for each time he rubs Aladdin's lamp his soul will either move higher on the wings of spirit or sink miserably in the depths of his own private hell.
He is learning that the dream of his of his eleventh house South Node are under the ruler ship of Aquarius where they must be dedicated towards a service for humanity and that the more he wishes for others the more he will ultimately have for himself. But when he reverses this process his life becomes a veritable shambles.
If he chooses to create for himself, he faces the unfortunate results of misusing a sacred gift for his dreams ultimately will become so jaded as to be utterly worthless insofar as they are able to bring him happiness.
Unless these nodes fall in water and earth signs they can cause difficulty in relationships and marriage due to so much past life residue of non attachment.
Major turning points in the current life revolve around children, through whose eyes the individual comes to understand hiw own sense of self-worth. He observes how children put their dreams into action and soon comes to realize that instead of making his dreams the plans for his future he actually has been allowing them to block every present moment. Once he sees his dreams as well a twith no bottom, he is able to let go of the castles in the sky and focus his attention on whatever he is creating in the present.
To do this he even reaches the point of becoming aware of ho he allows his great need for friendships to dissipate his creative energies,.
More than anything else he desires to be a doer, but it is only after he gives up every personal dream that he can become strong enough to take the building blocks of his life and put them together. He must literally take the bull bu the horns insted of allowing himself to be led through the gossamer Cinderella world his soul remembers.
To accomplish this he would do well to spend much of his time learning self-discipline for only through the ability to guide himself will he ultimately be able to surface from the deep water in which for lifetimes he has submerged his hopes and dreams.
The sign which contains the South Node shows the ways in which past life dreams continue into this incarnation. The sing which contains the North Node indicates how the individual can constructively apply his dreams to reality through expressing creatively all he feels inside.
Some highly evolved souls with these Nodes have experienced Cosmic Consciousness in a former life. Now through their fifth house North Node they are here to bring this awareness to the children of the earth.
From a young age he has learned to become a "people-watcher", spending most of his conscious hours pondering the possibilities of other people's actions. As a result of prior lives, he has learned to become highly imaginative and inventive; at times he is even ingenuous, but he is too used to spending most of his mental powers working out the intricate plots of his fantastic daydreams.
He never ceases to amaze himself at the oddities he can conjure up within his own mind, but for all his ingenuity he is one of the least practical people of the zodiac. He is always deeply enmeshed in thought. What he is really doing is seeking symbols which will provide new material for future dreams.
His karma is to learn the importance of dreams, inasmuch as how they explain his life. Ultimately he comes to realise that his entire existence has consisted of acting out his dreams, to the point that he has become the puppet of his own fantasies.
When he does come down to earth his first instinct is to reach for friends who in either appearance or behavior remind him of the characters of his wispy fantasy land.
His mind is constantly drifting off into the distant future, and there, in the science fiction of a century as yet unlived, he indulges himself in the intriguing fascination of the remotest possibilities which would otherwise have little or no bearing on his current life. Still he likes to ponder.
He thinks much about the value of his work as well as of the effects of his childhood, both of which he blames for his difficult in coping with his sex urges.
The truth is that neither his work nor his parents nor even his sex urges truly bother him, But instead his frustration arises from the gap he sees between the reality of his past-life dream world and the sharp awakening circumstances through whose boundaries and limitations his current life is actually lived.
He finds it difficult to understand why there is a barrier between dreams and actions and as a result he spends much effort trying to break through the walls of limitation that separate tone world from the other.
But all the while he is dissipating his strength and the more he does this, the less he is able to create his own life.
He must realize that through his fifth house North Node he is now given the greatest gift that man can receive- the power to create his own destiny. By studying the process of creation, he can become aware that it is his own thoughts that have caused all the circumstances that he dreams real in his life. He must then go further to understand the link between his thought and his dreams, for it truly it is his life of dreams that in greater measure than he thinks is creating his life on earth.
He must learn to be responsible about his dreams and careful of what he wishes for for since he, more than one with any other nodal position in the zodiac, will actually see his dreams materialize. But always the physical effect of each dream comes with a slight twist; enough to make him aware of the danger of creating selfishly.
This individual will have to live his dreams long after he remembers the reasons for them. It is a strong part of his continuing karma to understand "wish power," and how better can he understand it than bu living throogh the consequences of all his wishes.
Thus, his life is both a blessing and a curse for each time he rubs Aladdin's lamp his soul will either move higher on the wings of spirit or sink miserably in the depths of his own private hell.
He is learning that the dream of his of his eleventh house South Node are under the ruler ship of Aquarius where they must be dedicated towards a service for humanity and that the more he wishes for others the more he will ultimately have for himself. But when he reverses this process his life becomes a veritable shambles.
If he chooses to create for himself, he faces the unfortunate results of misusing a sacred gift for his dreams ultimately will become so jaded as to be utterly worthless insofar as they are able to bring him happiness.
Unless these nodes fall in water and earth signs they can cause difficulty in relationships and marriage due to so much past life residue of non attachment.
Major turning points in the current life revolve around children, through whose eyes the individual comes to understand hiw own sense of self-worth. He observes how children put their dreams into action and soon comes to realize that instead of making his dreams the plans for his future he actually has been allowing them to block every present moment. Once he sees his dreams as well a twith no bottom, he is able to let go of the castles in the sky and focus his attention on whatever he is creating in the present.
To do this he even reaches the point of becoming aware of ho he allows his great need for friendships to dissipate his creative energies,.
More than anything else he desires to be a doer, but it is only after he gives up every personal dream that he can become strong enough to take the building blocks of his life and put them together. He must literally take the bull bu the horns insted of allowing himself to be led through the gossamer Cinderella world his soul remembers.
To accomplish this he would do well to spend much of his time learning self-discipline for only through the ability to guide himself will he ultimately be able to surface from the deep water in which for lifetimes he has submerged his hopes and dreams.
The sign which contains the South Node shows the ways in which past life dreams continue into this incarnation. The sing which contains the North Node indicates how the individual can constructively apply his dreams to reality through expressing creatively all he feels inside.
Some highly evolved souls with these Nodes have experienced Cosmic Consciousness in a former life. Now through their fifth house North Node they are here to bring this awareness to the children of the earth.
Monday, July 7, 2008
Part IV The North Node
The North Node is the symbol of the future,. It represents a new experience as yet untried. For the individual, this is the new cycle to which he is looking forward. Carrying with it all the apprehensions of the unknown and as yet untried experiences this nodal position nevertheless has a curious magnetic allure, pulling the soul towards its future growth.
There is Divine Providence in trying something new, and here the individual receives much help for his effort. At the very deepest levels of his being he feels a sense of direction. His purpose to live spurs him on in spit of all obstacles. In fact, this Nodal Position is like a treasure filled cornucopia reaping one benefit after another as each obstacle is turned into a stepping stone of future growth.
It symbolizes the highest area of expression to b reached in the current life and therefore must be interpreted by the highest qualities of the sign and house in which it is placed. The new experiences seem lonely at first as the individual is unsure of his footing. He soon comes to realise that if his test of courage are to be meaningful, they must be faced alone at the core of his being where each new adventure finds him as the single character of his own unique experience. The newness of it all creates a peculiar fascination in the individual.
Always he sees it in front of him like the proverbial carrot used to make the donkey walk yet every time he thinks he reaches it, it's higher possibilities become visible to him, demanding still more footsteps, more tests, and more of a desire to go forward. But man cannot reach his north node until he learns to shed his past for his past represent the shackles of his karmic prison. The new cycle of the North Node is a new problem heretofore unconfronted. It is mans discontent with the old and decaying ways of his past coupled with his great desire for the discovery and exploration of his higher potential in the future.
With each step closer he starts to feel better about himself. His life takes on new meaning as he experiences possibilities he had never considered. But man does not achieve his North Node until after he rises to the highest karmic levels of his South Node. He must learn to give up gracefully the negative habits and memories which no longer serve a useful purpose in his life. He must be willing to walk where he feels there are no footsteps before him.
The most amazing feature about the North Node is that however much man achieves it, there is always more to go- as it truly represents his everlasting upward spiral towards God.
There is Divine Providence in trying something new, and here the individual receives much help for his effort. At the very deepest levels of his being he feels a sense of direction. His purpose to live spurs him on in spit of all obstacles. In fact, this Nodal Position is like a treasure filled cornucopia reaping one benefit after another as each obstacle is turned into a stepping stone of future growth.
It symbolizes the highest area of expression to b reached in the current life and therefore must be interpreted by the highest qualities of the sign and house in which it is placed. The new experiences seem lonely at first as the individual is unsure of his footing. He soon comes to realise that if his test of courage are to be meaningful, they must be faced alone at the core of his being where each new adventure finds him as the single character of his own unique experience. The newness of it all creates a peculiar fascination in the individual.
Always he sees it in front of him like the proverbial carrot used to make the donkey walk yet every time he thinks he reaches it, it's higher possibilities become visible to him, demanding still more footsteps, more tests, and more of a desire to go forward. But man cannot reach his north node until he learns to shed his past for his past represent the shackles of his karmic prison. The new cycle of the North Node is a new problem heretofore unconfronted. It is mans discontent with the old and decaying ways of his past coupled with his great desire for the discovery and exploration of his higher potential in the future.
With each step closer he starts to feel better about himself. His life takes on new meaning as he experiences possibilities he had never considered. But man does not achieve his North Node until after he rises to the highest karmic levels of his South Node. He must learn to give up gracefully the negative habits and memories which no longer serve a useful purpose in his life. He must be willing to walk where he feels there are no footsteps before him.
The most amazing feature about the North Node is that however much man achieves it, there is always more to go- as it truly represents his everlasting upward spiral towards God.
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