Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Fifth House North Node--Eleventh House South Node

Here the individual is learning about the Creative Process. He spends much time in the clouds, hitching his wagon to some distant dream or pondering through his vast multitude of fantastic ideas. In past incarnations he lived for the fulfillment of his wishes. Now his gossamer world of wispy dreams is so ornamented with the accumulated fragrance of promise that it takes a great deal of realistic prodding to shake him loose.

From a young age he has learned to become a "people-watcher", spending most of his conscious hours pondering the possibilities of other people's actions. As a result of prior lives, he has learned to become highly imaginative and inventive; at times he is even ingenuous, but he is too used to spending most of his mental powers working out the intricate plots of his fantastic daydreams.

He never ceases to amaze himself at the oddities he can conjure up within his own mind, but for all his ingenuity he is one of the least practical people of the zodiac. He is always deeply enmeshed in thought. What he is really doing is seeking symbols which will provide new material for future dreams.

His karma is to learn the importance of dreams, inasmuch as how they explain his life. Ultimately he comes to realise that his entire existence has consisted of acting out his dreams, to the point that he has become the puppet of his own fantasies.

When he does come down to earth his first instinct is to reach for friends who in either appearance or behavior remind him of the characters of his wispy fantasy land.

His mind is constantly drifting off into the distant future, and there, in the science fiction of a century as yet unlived, he indulges himself in the intriguing fascination of the remotest possibilities which would otherwise have little or no bearing on his current life. Still he likes to ponder.

He thinks much about the value of his work as well as of the effects of his childhood, both of which he blames for his difficult in coping with his sex urges.

The truth is that neither his work nor his parents nor even his sex urges truly bother him, But instead his frustration arises from the gap he sees between the reality of his past-life dream world and the sharp awakening circumstances through whose boundaries and limitations his current life is actually lived.

He finds it difficult to understand why there is a barrier between dreams and actions and as a result he spends much effort trying to break through the walls of limitation that separate tone world from the other.

But all the while he is dissipating his strength and the more he does this, the less he is able to create his own life.

He must realize that through his fifth house North Node he is now given the greatest gift that man can receive- the power to create his own destiny. By studying the process of creation, he can become aware that it is his own thoughts that have caused all the circumstances that he dreams real in his life. He must then go further to understand the link between his thought and his dreams, for it truly it is his life of dreams that in greater measure than he thinks is creating his life on earth.

He must learn to be responsible about his dreams and careful of what he wishes for for since he, more than one with any other nodal position in the zodiac, will actually see his dreams materialize. But always the physical effect of each dream comes with a slight twist; enough to make him aware of the danger of creating selfishly.

This individual will have to live his dreams long after he remembers the reasons for them. It is a strong part of his continuing karma to understand "wish power," and how better can he understand it than bu living throogh the consequences of all his wishes.

Thus, his life is both a blessing and a curse for each time he rubs Aladdin's lamp his soul will either move higher on the wings of spirit or sink miserably in the depths of his own private hell.

He is learning that the dream of his of his eleventh house South Node are under the ruler ship of Aquarius where they must be dedicated towards a service for humanity and that the more he wishes for others the more he will ultimately have for himself. But when he reverses this process his life becomes a veritable shambles.

If he chooses to create for himself, he faces the unfortunate results of misusing a sacred gift for his dreams ultimately will become so jaded as to be utterly worthless insofar as they are able to bring him happiness.

Unless these nodes fall in water and earth signs they can cause difficulty in relationships and marriage due to so much past life residue of non attachment.

Major turning points in the current life revolve around children, through whose eyes the individual comes to understand hiw own sense of self-worth. He observes how children put their dreams into action and soon comes to realize that instead of making his dreams the plans for his future he actually has been allowing them to block every present moment. Once he sees his dreams as well a twith no bottom, he is able to let go of the castles in the sky and focus his attention on whatever he is creating in the present.

To do this he even reaches the point of becoming aware of ho he allows his great need for friendships to dissipate his creative energies,.

More than anything else he desires to be a doer, but it is only after he gives up every personal dream that he can become strong enough to take the building blocks of his life and put them together. He must literally take the bull bu the horns insted of allowing himself to be led through the gossamer Cinderella world his soul remembers.

To accomplish this he would do well to spend much of his time learning self-discipline for only through the ability to guide himself will he ultimately be able to surface from the deep water in which for lifetimes he has submerged his hopes and dreams.

The sign which contains the South Node shows the ways in which past life dreams continue into this incarnation. The sing which contains the North Node indicates how the individual can constructively apply his dreams to reality through expressing creatively all he feels inside.

Some highly evolved souls with these Nodes have experienced Cosmic Consciousness in a former life. Now through their fifth house North Node they are here to bring this awareness to the children of the earth.


Kindsey Rowe said...

I have my North Node in the 5th House in Libra, and your article seems very accurate...especially the part about making wishes and having them manifest but with some unforseen tragic flaw. Its as comical as it is sad lol. I think I am at the part where I am supposed to manifest things for the good of other people but I don't seem to be meant to be near them very long so I'm not sure how this is going to work. Its like I can't bear to be around other people very long, but I'm supposed to help them. Maybe more aspects of my chart will help me to figure it out? I haven't read about the South Node yet except for what you mentioned here.

Kez Flowers said...

I have this Placement in Pisces. Still researching about it. I remember as a kid I would day dream for hours on in and not really care too much about going outside. I spent a lot of time alone in my fantasy world and what I envisioned the world to be like but as I got older I got greatly dissapointed with the reality of things and went into a deep depression. I escaped through drugs and alcohol but now I'm currently 2 years sober. I'm starting to go to the gym a lot more now and trying to get my body and mind right as well as it helps me with my emotions.

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